I spent two days this week serving in jury duty.
Civil case. Plaintiff was involved in a car accident three years ago. Her car was rear-ended and totaled but no broken glass, no airbags deployed, and no hitting of her head on steering wheel. Police report at the scene said she described herself as OK and not needing an ambulance, nor did she go to the hospital. However, by the next day, the whiplash had her checking into Urgent Care with horrible neck pain.
Over the next three years she visits every medical and health professional available: pain specialist, physical therapist, MRI imaging center, chiropractor, massage therapist…and not only does her condition not get better, recent scans all indicate it’s gotten worse. Multiple discs in her neck are showing as injured. Finally she’s recommended to a neurosurgeon, who says she definitely needs cervical fusion surgery, and quotes her $180,000 for the operation.
The case was her suing the car insurance company of the guy who rear-ended her. She was asking them to pay for all her previous medical bills, for the upcoming surgery, and of course past and future mental anguish and physical impairment.
From a personal perspective, it made sense. Her life had been turned completely upside down by the accident. Where she was a very upbeat and physically active person before (ballroom dancing), she had now lost her own business, and was confined to bed a lot. Even folding a napkin at a restaurant could cause her pain. She was a shell of a person. No longer hung out with friends, no more attending social functions, couldn’t help her kids move, sex life became nonexistent, and was majorly depressed.
During the jury deliberations, the subject of the cervical fusion surgery came up again and again. It was the biggest chunk of money that was being decided in this case. Several jurors had experience with the exact procedure. Either they had gotten it or someone in their family had gotten it. Everyone agreed that, like most medical bills in the USA, $180k was exaggerated and a large portion should be able to be written off.
The hot button topic was: did she really need this surgery?
Everyone else believed so. And they also believed that it would not fix her. It would not heal her. It would not restore her life to what it had been before the accident. At best, it would just lessen her chronic pain. Quality of life was never going to be restored to her, for as long as she lived, even if that was another 40 years. She was never going to be her old happy self again.
That made me sad to hear.
But everyone still insisted she needed the surgery.
Doctors said so. They are board certified. Their opinion is not up for debate.
What other option does she have? She’s tried everything for three years!
Someone even went on to explain to me: Surgery in this case is just part of the pain management process. Of course it’s not a cure. The only cure for life is death.
The guy who said that last phrase is 37 years old. Just 2 years older than me. The average age of the jury was somewhere in the late 40s/early 50s, and everyone older than him would wholeheartedly agree with what he said.
All I could think of at the moment was: when did we, as a society, become so fatalistic and pessimistic?
Backtrack a bit to look at the United States. It’s well-known that we’re overworked, overweight, and our lifestyle is as unhealthy as it gets for a first world country. By the time people are in their late-thirties (and sometimes earlier), the chronic health issues start appearing, everyone’s on prescription drugs, and soon after the surgeries follow. By the time we’re in our mid-fifties, it feels like half our body is comprised of titanium plates, screws, inflatables, pumps, and other mechanical and electrical devices. We’re half robots at that point. While doctors’ bank accounts and wallets keep getting fatter and fatter.
By the way, in my thirty years of living in the USA, I only remember one overweight doctor. Not even a dentist, or orthodontist…was overweight. Surgeons practically have the physique of athletes. Yes…they know what’s up. They make those big bucks on others’ unhealthy lifestyles that “require” surgeries.
The neuro-surgeon that appeared in the legal deposition that was part of the case, was paid $2000/hour to come on camera and explain why the plaintiff needed him to perform the $180,000 surgery. The retired neuro-surgeon hired by the defense was paid $1600/hour.
Guidelines for the jurors strictly stated that we were not allowed to use our personal experiences to decide the outcome. It could only be decided based on the evidence presented during the trial. In other words, it meant that the surgeon’s recommendation was gospel. No other options were on the table.
When it came my turn to speak, I was the only one who said I didn’t believe the surgery was necessary. At least, it wasn’t the only option left on the table. Since I tried to respect the guidelines (most people didn’t and openly quoted their own past experiences), all I said was, I’ve gone through a similar situation, and I healed myself in two months, while paying $0.
Everyone is different of course. My condition certainly wasn’t the most severe. For someone else, it may take longer. Or they may not be in a position to heal themselves, and would have to pay something. But not $180,000. Not even close.
In the end, it just comes down to raising our own frequency.
Here is my story with frequency and healing.
When I was pregnant with my daughter, I developed a condition called Pubis Symphysis Dysfunction (PSD). There are online forums with hundreds of pages dedicated to discussing and sharing information about this, but strangely enough, it is not recognized in the USA. The UK and France do officially recognize it, and make a nice effort to treat it as standard practice, but not the USA.
I showed my OB-GYN all the online information, and for months complained about terrible pelvic pain. She always dismissed it and said “you need to walk more.” Which I did, and made my condition worse. My college roommate, who is now a practicing OB-GYN in California, also implicitly said “tough luck, there’s no cure. Hopefully it goes away after you deliver and there’s less weight on your pelvis.”
That didn’t happen.
In my case, my pelvis was rotated in a way that one leg was always longer than the other. It made me walk with a painful limp, which in turn made me super self conscious and dropped my self esteem. I felt disabled.
In my third trimester, I found a very kind and experienced chiropractor in my area. He recognized my condition and in every session, was able to manually adjust me back to balance. I always walked out of his clinic pain free, without a limp, and happy, feeling like I could live a normal life again.
But it never lasted. Within days, and on better occasions, weeks, my pelvis would rotate again. Sometimes it only took rolling out of bed the wrong way. Or bending over slightly to pick up the trash. Then the limp was back, the pain was back, and there was nothing I could do but schedule another appointment with my chiro.
This lasted for three years after my daughter was born. I didn’t visit as many specialists as the plaintiff from the civil case, but I did consult with many of them. Same types of procedures and recommendations. Online, some women said they were confined to wheelchairs, especially after multiple children. Others went ahead and got surgery, with mixed results.
It was depressing. I couldn’t pick up my own daughter after she was born. Going upstairs in my own house was hard and I rarely did that. Often couldn’t stand long enough to wash the dishes. Walking the dog or doing any type of physical activity was out of the question.
And I always had to visit the chiro. Consistently. It felt like a crutch I could never grow out of. After three years, I was mentally coping with it by assuming it was going to be a permanent fixture for the rest of my life. I didn’t even try to fight it anymore, and I’d given up on doing anything else to address it.
My spiritual awakening wasn’t related to this condition either. There were two particular news events that kick-started it for me, and overall I just wanted to feel less depressed. I dove into the mainstream side of spirituality, following all the popular influencers on YouTube, doing daily meditations, listening to Solfeggio frequencies, and buying a ton of crystals. Then I got into alchemy by learning how to muscle test (see The Power of Kinesiology series in this blog for more on what that is and how to do it).
Why did I learn muscle testing? Because I wanted to measure my own frequency and use it to track my own progress. And as with all new techniques, I had quite a bit of distortion initially and relied on double confirming with friends, as well as finding other experts who could measure me from time to time.
The first time I paid for a reading from my mentor, my frequency was at roughly 7896 Hz. This was about 10 months ago. Looking back, it was quite a nostalgic moment.
It was a milestone for me, because that was when I consciously came to the realization that my PSD was gone. Completely.
I never intentionally set out to heal it. Never even thought much about it. It was just one day when I realized I didn’t walk with a limp anymore. Or have that pain anymore.
I never went to the chiropractor again.
Did it happen at 7896 Hz, or 7000 Hz, or 7500 Hz? I don’t know, and it doesn’t really matter. What matters is that when our frequencies rise to a certain point, we activate the energies within ourselves to heal ourselves.
Around the same time, I also stopped taking over-the-counter pain medication like Ibuprofen. I used to rely on that to put off the migraines I’d constantly get.
To be clear, this doesn’t mean I don’t have bad days, or bad moments. I still get headaches too, but the funny thing is, even if I took Ibuprofen now, it wouldn’t work anymore (yes I’ve tried). These days, whatever discomfort I feel in my body, I have to resolve it energetically. It comes fast, but it goes fast too once I work on it.
Welcome to the double Aquarian Age, where everything is accelerated.
Again, every person is going to be different with their frequencies and healing journeys. With more severe and long term conditions, more healing is required. I couldn’t tell you at what frequency you’ll stop taking what medication, or when certain ailments will go away.
All I can say is, keep going. And if your progress feels slow or stagnant, you can read about shadow work on this blog, starting with the post: Why is my progress slow?
When did I start shadow work? When I got around 10,000 Hz, or 10 kHz. Some people start much earlier, and some have spent years as Lightworkers or Spiritual Practitioners in 5D or beyond without ever doing it (not recommended).
After I healed myself for $0 (maybe not quite 0 if you count the crystals), I left a lucrative corporate career to start Alchemical Engineering with my two alchemist friends Paz and Miguel. Why? So people like the Plaintiff in the case I was just on, can be healed for 1/100th the price that she’s already paid, and anticipate to continue paying to doctors. Also to help people connect to their intuitions, and to unlock powerful psychic abilities like Clairvoyance, Clairsentience, Clairaudience, Claircognizance, etc.
Once we help someone connect to their intuition, their body will tell them when it’s healed of a condition, when to move on in a relationship, and/or even what pair of shoes to wear in the morning. No need to consult with doctors, or read a million articles, or do a poll with all family and friends.
When you know, you know. And when you trust yourself to make decisions for yourself, that put you on your best and highest timeline, that’s true alignment.
A commonly asked question is, what’s a good frequency to be at? The answer is, the higher the better! There’s no ceiling!
But what number exactly? I would say aim for at least 5D (20,000 Hz). Why? Because babies are born into 5D. We all started there, and what a wonderful warm feeling it is to return home.
Also, if you consider yourself to be a coach, healer, Lightworker, or Alchemist, or aspire to do those types of work to guide others, it would be good to get to 5D yourself first. It would put you in a better position to guide. And don’t stop there! The higher you go, the more impactful your work. Not just on yourself and your clients, but on the Collective (hello Gridwork).
Aspiring Alchemists: aim for 12D and beyond. On all layers of Consciousness and dimensional planes.
Wow incredible